Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Mariana, 240294. Fadzril's ever since 281209. I have amazing girlfriends. And a caring family. Tumblr. Facebook. Twitter Exits ♥Boyfriend♥ Nasuha♥ Shikin♥ Fadhlynn♥ Ary♥ Jiamin♥ Farah♥ Archives May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Tuesday, December 21, 2010 Well, i guess most of you Parawhores have heard the tragic news. Yeah, Zac and Josh Farro are officially leaving Paramore, leaving only Hayley, Jeremy and Taylor. Lucky for us fans, Paramore is still alive. They're finding replacements for Zac and Josh. It's alright, though Paramore won't be the same without Zac and Josh who has been in Paramore from the start, doesn't mean i would stop loving them as a whole. At the end of the day, it's their music that matters. Good luck Paramore, Zacn and Josh. Sunday, December 19, 2010 Oh my gosh, I miss Fadzril so much. I want to meet him on Monday night, but he like, don't want cause he wants to meet one whole day. But i can't cause I'm meeting my primary school friends. So yeah. But Tuesday gonna meet him for one whole day. Cant wait. Well right now it's 2:16am and we're still preparing for today's event. So tired, need to be up by 10am later. Oh well, I feel so bad for not wishing my boyfriend goodnight just now. B, if you're reading this, I'm sorry. Anyway, as i mentioned just now, today's event is special for my sister. Her tunang is today! I mean, she's getting engaged. hehe. Yeah, gonna take pictures today as my cousins are all coming over. I wished my boyfriend could come though. Haha. Oh well. On friday, went to jurong swimming complex with Shikin and Nasuha. Swam for a while only. Went to chinese garden and I was needed at home. pfft. Okay, i shall update another day. Wednesday, December 15, 2010 Next year, I'll be going to The rock show 2 at NP. I miss going to gigs. I miss the atmosphere. So yeah. And i'm going to learn to play the guitar. Once i got my dslr, i'll focus on photography. Since both is my passion, i shall fulfill it. I dont care if i have to take classes for it. I dont care if anyone thinks i'm spending too much time with it. Im gonna find all the money i can get to buy those stuffs. Im still deciding whether i should buy Nikon or Canon. Never mind, i shall do further research on it later. You know, i've always wanted to be in a band. But who am i kidding, nobody wants me. And i mean NOBODY. heh heh heh. So yeah. My holidays are boring thats why I decided to learn to play the guitar. Well, partly. So yeah. whatever. there's nothing to talk about. i've been home all day long. mendak, sumpah. takde keje lagi. kay lah. bye. Sunday, December 12, 2010 I miss Fadzril so much. Won't be meeting him tmrw as he has takraw. sigh. But will be meeting him on Tuesday! I feel like fetching him or something you know. Rindu dia so much please. I cant sleep late, if not he's going to be mad at me. And i need to wake up early. I should wake up at 10am later so he won't complain that I sleep like a pig. HEHE. Btw, my room is so much spacious than before! Gonna do some touch ups later though. Oh ya, my boyfriend's living at the other side of Singapore, but trust me, i really love it when he stays further than me. We've been meeting and all. Unlike when he lives in Tampines, which is only one bus stop away. We rarely meet. So yeah, i like where we are now. HEHEx. I wanna be with him when he's taking his results, but most probably he'll be either with his friends or family. It's like, i wanna be there for him. Hm. bye. Saturday, December 11, 2010 Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa rindu boyfriend saya. Entah ke mane die telah menghilangkan diri. chey. hahahah. He's helping his father lah, entah buat ape. later after i post i will try and call him and see if he's busy. anyway, im hungry, i stink and im feeling lazy. almost finished painting my room i guess. just have to paint the cornix(?). entah lah mcm mane nak spell. i miss my girls alot. we've been planning to go swimming to jurong or sengkang tapi tak menjadi jadi. all either busy, no money and having red light or something. hahaha! ape nak buat. i dont know what else to do. i miss my boyfriend so so much even though it's the second day that i didnt meet him. i always miss him actually. takpe lah, in the end satu hari kite akan jumpe. so i'll just wait. i'm also busy preparing for my sister's engagement. it's just next week! so really need to do things fast. kene decorate lagi. haiyo leceh ah. tapi ape nak buat. takpe lah, i hope later he can come online, i think i want to go out and buy food. lapar ah. or i should ask my father to buy food, that way i can save money. haha. okay then, im so bored at home and i miss my girls and most importantly, my Fadzril :-P Friday, December 10, 2010 Friday night sucked alot like seriously. Dhiya's at my house and I have to take care of her. And its fucking not worth it lah please. She almost broke my camera! I heard a crack and my camera lens wasnt working. Urgh. And i have to paint the room myself, AGAIN. sucks sucks sucks please. I want my boyfriend with me now ): I guess he's not done with his takraw since he hasn't text me yet. sigh. you know what? i really miss the beach. i want to go there. i miss going to sentosa. i havent step on it this year. i want to go to sentosa with my boyfriend. but sigh. So bored! Nobody's entertaining me now. Boyfriend's busy playing takraw. Supposed to meet for a while cause he wanted to pass me his watch. Change of plans cause he's late for takraw. Whatever lah. Now i'm stuck here alone. I need to paint this fucking room alone. Fuck everyone. Dont know why im so cranky all of a sudden. WANNA SEE MY HAIR EXPERIMENTS? hehe. Thursday, December 9, 2010 Hmmm. Hello! Kay er, i guess i'm blogging again after not blogging for about two months. I'm kinda busy and stuffs. Well i have ALOT to tell you about what had happened in my life but i guess i'll just say the important ones out okay. Firstly, my sister is getting engaged on the 19th of December! Excited but so lay to clean my room and all tsk. but what to do, for my sister's sake. after that the room all to myself again. So yeah i hope it will be run smoothly. done with some decorations and stuff but have yet to move some furnitures from my room to have some space. I can't wait for all of it to be done though! Kinda lazy to clean my room urgh. Okay. Secondly, as you all know O level is freaking over and done with but i have no confidence that im going to do well for it. I dont want to go to ITE, not cause of the people there or whatever, but dont you think its wasted for an express student to go to ITE after taking their o levels? Yeah. I just hope i'll be able to get into poly at least. May miracles happen in the second or third week of january when i get back my results. My baby boy is getting hi results soon too, next week i think. or next two weeks. on the 17th. Good luck baby!( hehe i know you will be reading this <3) Oh i thought of getting a job straight after my O's. but guess what! I'm still jobless. but its okay, im finding a job later with my baby. hehe. you know what, i wrote a very long post just now, and when i tried to publish it, there was an error and parts of my post went missing and im so lazy to type it all out again so yeah i'll just let it be. Btw im soooo looking forward for the 28th this month. I love muhd fadzril bin johar so so much. hehe goodnight! Thats my darling fat pig. I love him alot. Hehehe goodnight!
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay