Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, August 15, 2010
Why do i have the feeling that i was never enough for you? Why do i feel that you're expecting too much from me? Are you appreciating every single thing that i have done for you? The sacrifices i made. Are you appreciating it? I know i made a mistake back then, till its hard for you to let it go. I was a selfish bitch which you hate. I admit. And i didnt wore the same colour shirt as you the other day. Im a liar. I know that. And yes i reblogged his picture on my tumblr. I realised all my mistakes. I changed. I know. I know its hard for you to trust me back after all this mistakes i made. Im trying my best to fix it all back. To gain your trust back. Its hard, but i hope with all the cold hard sweats, it'll be worth it. I dont want to be ego, so i wont fight for my mistakes. Cause i know my mistakes were wrongdoings, so there's no reason for me to back it up. Im not asking you to completely trust me after I say sorry. But all i want you to do is to make an effort and see that i am actually trying my best to gain your trust back and also telling you the truth. But by saying you got no time, simply means my efforts were not enough and not worth it. I love you a hell lot, take notice of that please. I dont want my efforts to go to waste just because you have a stubborn mind. Please. Im fighting for my love. I wont ever give up on you. Even if you leave me, i'll try my very best to get you back in my life. I want to be selfish for this kind of matter. I dont want us to talk about break-ups each time we fight, im sick and tired of that. I want us to have a stable relationship just like we had before. I dont want our relationship to be hanging on a thread like always. It sucks when you keep saying that you will only take care of me until the right guy comes. I will prove to you that the right guy has been with me all along, taking care of me, showering me with all the love he can offer. Im going to prove that you are that right guy. <3 |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |