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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Hey. Reaaaaaal sorry for the lack of updates for the past two weeks or so. Been so busy with my preparations for O levels. I think i am improving slowly in my Add maths, I just hope by spending too much time on add maths, it wont jeopardize my emaths. And yes, my chemistry with chemistry is now a history. I used to love it so much when i'm in sec 3, i used to get A1s for it. Now, a failed grade. But hey, slowly im catching up. Just wish those formulas and equation doesnt have to be so confusing. And also, i've come to realised that i really despise teachers who shows favouritism in class. Fuck you, you dont deserve my attention.

Now, my relationship. Gosh, I really wish i had the strength to endure all these "disasters" at home. I really cant bear to see my mum cry. I wont disappoint her, like how HE disappoint her. I could stab you a million times if i could, but i wont, cause afterall we're of the same blood. I still love you, but what you did, it's really too much. You lied to me, you lied to us. You're a selfish egoistic brat. Two-seventh of my family potrait is torn apart. God, give me all the strength that i need. Amin.

See how fucked up my life has been even at this very year? Despite all this, i'm still glad that i have my rays of sunshines with me - Friends and boyfriend. They're the ones which keeps me going and alive. Without them, i would really be weak. They motivate me, encourage me and cared for me. I really cant imagine my life without them. But the one who has been tolerating to all the bullshits i had to offer is my beloved 7 months old Boyfriend. Ups and down, shaky at some point, but still intact. Words now really cant decribe how much i'm glad to have you in my life. Remember our promise, right from the beginning, okay baby? I really love you guys. You guys are like the beat of my heart.

And i've made a promise to myself. To quit whatever bad habits i had. It's been two weeks, and i'm proud to say that it had nade me an even fresher person. Some may know, some dont.

I know you guys would want some pictures to relive this blog a little right?

Will miss you when you're gone.


He was over at my place.
I miss this girl. Two weeks.

At work.

During night study.
Im pretty much excited for later. I will be meeting my dearest boy to celebrate our 7 monthsary. Goodnight.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay