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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I dont need anyone's entertainment, all i want is to be with you. my wish is not his command. i feel useless, hopeless and lost. i gotta start facing the fact that i'm not special in anyone's eyes. i cant even eat normally. my tummy doesnt work when i feel so... dejected and rejected in the world. i cant even sleep properly. every 5 min i would wake up with sweats all over my body, heart pounding and wishing it is not reality. i dont want people to correct me of my feelings. this is how i feel,and you people should understand it. Right now, all i feel is that, i'm falling without even a struggle and with no one's rescue. Goodbye.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay